I think I've spent a lot of my life waiting for things to fall into my lap. I've had two jobs; one whilst in college and the one I'm doing now, and both of them just turned up on the my doorstep. I knew friends who knew people who worked there so I got the job, no interview or anything. I kinda feel bad about this because I know people who have spent ages job hunting, getting no where, and I've never had to try. I guess I'm just really lucky.
It's pretty much the same in every area of my life. It's fun and all not having to try, but it's starting to get to me. I don't feel like I'm failing but I don't exactly feel like I'm succeeding.
I spend a lot of time in my own little world. I had to grow up pretty fast and I think sometimes I like to indulge my imagination because of this.
However, recently I've started to be more proactive in my life. It feels incredibly weird but good. I'm quite enjoying having a smile on my face and knowing that my actions caused it.
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As always, your blog posts make me wish that I could write something good instead of just posting pictures of Twilight. XX
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